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This brought me a lot of internal peace

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Here's a drawing I did tonight. Trigger warning.

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I'm not sure how well this belongs but I really wanted to share it somewhere. Self portrait, I guess. [BLOOD] [NUDITY]

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Self Portrait from a few months back - "This Ain't Pretty"

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ED acting up

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based on someone else's photograph. first painting i've done in a long time. i'm actually proud of it, though I don't think it's done.

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Drew this yesterday instead of cutting. As soon as I can get some white acrylic, it's going to be a small painting. Um, nsfw/nsfl, sry.

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I've had a very difficult week... (mild)[GORE] and [NUDITY] NSFW

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bench body transferred onto canvas

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The other day I decided to organize myself-weapons. Maybe the art here is arguable though. (NSFW, SH, TRIGGER)

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Summer's coming ~ [Nudity]

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I'm here, wide awake again

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I wish

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Lol. [Trigger warning]

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In those catatonic moments, when you want me to respond but I can't seem to speak...

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Painting is the new cutting. [TW: self-harm, visual puns. NSFW]

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drew this to stop from cutting (I am aware the S's are backwards) [visible scars]

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A watercolor I did when I was struggling with some body issues. Potentially [NSFW]

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I haven't been able to gain a pound in 12 years, sometimes it really depresses me so I drew this; didn't make me feel any better though.

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Distraction.

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Haven't posted here in a while

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The great dissapearing act [nudity] NSFW

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Neon pink [Nudity]

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Had a really down day yesterday. I picked up my pencil and I just zoned out for a bit. (slightly nsfw cause human figure)

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This sadness is sickening

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I was inspired by this new found feeling of being without the armor and loving what I have.

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Kind of nsfw. Possible trigger warning.

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Hanging on to innocence

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extreme drawings for insignificant feelings

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[TW] Triggered, decided to draw/write what was on my mind.

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How depression feels to me (with sharpie and crayons)

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Nsfw (ish). After going through a rough time with SH, I drew this.

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1-888-KILL YOURSELF [nsfw]

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Not really good at drawing, just needed a distraction in class this morning

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I just wanna relax and enjoy the sunset.

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[NSFW] [TW] How i feel every day.

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Painting on yourself is very calming

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Painting on yourself is very calming (warning for healed self harm scars)

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I drew this two years ago... but it is still remains relevant.

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I wanted to draw something about self-harm in colour. Her eyes look a bit weird I know and I'm not satisfied with how her expression turned out but it took so much time and I wanted to share it somewhere... Comments & Critique are welcome...!

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(TW, sh) "Clean", acrylic paint and canvas thread on canvas

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A malevolent demon that I've seen almost every day for the past three years. I think it wants me dead.

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I don't usually do a lot of art, let alone share it, but I wanted to share this one on FtM gender dysphoria and how it can sometimes feel. (NSFW)

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feeling a sad today, this helped a bit.

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Can't draw hands worth a damn but I'm proud of this one

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Melatonin (NSFW for blood)

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Maybe one day I'll escape

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figured it'd be better to try drawing than to relapse again

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Woke up from nightmares and I just can’t fucking do this anymore

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Two parter done to express how my mind felt. The first is the explosion, the second is the wreckage. Drew this to express my suicidal urges safely.

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back to my old school breakdown doodles ahahaha

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I think I just felt disphorya for the first time. It's hard to explain in words...

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Chronic Pain, 3 Surgeries Since December, I feel like a Primordial Ooze more than Human (NSFW)

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Woman

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“Stop” He didn’t. They Didn’t. So many didn’t. (NSFW)

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"Empty" WIP I might color later

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