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2018 Body Gratitude Month 2 Day 17 - my body (including my mind) relaxes both from

2018 Body Gratitude Month 2 Day 17 - my body (including my mind) relaxes both from weed & from nature

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What do you think the Still in Metamorphosis Membership should include? =D

What do you think the Still in Metamorphosis Membership should include? =D

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 5 Day 18 - I got some rough news today. Thankfully, affection

2018 Body Gratitude Month 5 Day 18 - I got some rough news today. Thankfully, affection helps to keep the blues away

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 5 Day 20 - caring runs in me deeply from both my nurture

2018 Body Gratitude Month 5 Day 20 - caring runs in me deeply from both my nurture & my nature

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 6 Day 17 - It's amazing that this photo makes me think,

2018 Body Gratitude Month 6 Day 17 - It's amazing that this photo makes me think, "dang I wish I had a less blurry photo of the pimples I got after waxing my upper lip last week", instead of "I'm so embarrassed".

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 20 - It's easy to effort around but I'm trying to

2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 20 - It's easy to effort around but I'm trying to learn to prioritize actual progress.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 21 - I help people talk about hard shit.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 21 - I help people talk about hard shit.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 22 - The more I share my voice, the stronger it gets.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 22 - The more I share my voice, the stronger it gets.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 26 - For the first time ever, I heard someone speak

2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 26 - For the first time ever, I heard someone speak openly (and beautifully) about their experience with above-avg vaginal discharge. I'm not alone!

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 29 - Urinary/digestive troubles can get frustrating,

2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 29 - Urinary/digestive troubles can get frustrating, and it's calming to have this meowster there to give me comfort.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 30 - It's a challenge to avoid admiring pieces of

2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 30 - It's a challenge to avoid admiring pieces of clothing based on how slimming they are. I like challenges.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 31 - Sometimes, it takes me a while for me to find

2018 Body Gratitude Month 7 Day 31 - Sometimes, it takes me a while for me to find my voice.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 2 - I used to be so scared to try so many things.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 2 - I used to be so scared to try so many things. Now, when I see something that stands in the way of what I want to accomplish, I figure my way through it.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 3 - I was treated differently because I grew up the

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 3 - I was treated differently because I grew up the fatter sister. [click to read more]

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 5 - I like to sometimes dress up, but it bothers

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 5 - I like to sometimes dress up, but it bothers me that there was so much pressure when I was growing up to dress more femininely than I was inclined to.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 11 - Putting on very old clothes makes me reflect

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 11 - Putting on very old clothes makes me reflect on how my body is and how it was and how my feelings about it have changed over time.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 14 - I was raised to find solutions to problems.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 14 - I was raised to find solutions to problems. So when the shorts I was wearing under my skirt started to slip, I found a way to keep them from becoming visible.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 15 - When my vape pen broke on the go, I used my

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 15 - When my vape pen broke on the go, I used my engineering mindset plus the mini pen I always carry to create a tool to fix it.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 17 - The dear person I wrote this poem about gifted

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 17 - The dear person I wrote this poem about gifted me thoughts, feelings, and sensations that I've treasured and/or learned from.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 19 - I prefer myself with a smooth face but I don't

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 19 - I prefer myself with a smooth face but I don't fear being seen with chin pokies anymore.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 20 - When something presses down on my belly flesh,

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 20 - When something presses down on my belly flesh, I remember all the times society and my community told me having a belly isn't ok.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 21 - I know how to get myself organized. This note

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 21 - I know how to get myself organized. This note was the first of many steps I've taken to make sure I catch up on my body gratitude posts!

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 26 - Recognizing that some of my most frequently

2018 Body Gratitude Month 8 Day 26 - Recognizing that some of my most frequently worn clothes are too tight requires calming my thoughts. I'm determined to lean into not regulating my size and any insecurities and frustrations that arise are part of the g

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 8 - I know what matters to me and I am figuring out

2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 8 - I know what matters to me and I am figuring out how to make it matter to the world.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 11 - I was hit with a hard reminder that no one I

2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 11 - I was hit with a hard reminder that no one I love is immortal. My tears flowed.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 12 - When life got serious, I caught a seemingly

2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 12 - When life got serious, I caught a seemingly perpetual cold. It didn't help that I wasn't resting enough.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 15 - There is nothing like rest, comfort, and the

2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 15 - There is nothing like rest, comfort, and the support of loved ones to give strength to those who love a person with a malfunctioning body.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 17 - I switched to the larger bitmoji body size.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 17 - I switched to the larger bitmoji body size. I think it'll be good for me to see a big curvy cartoon version of myself looking so cute.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 30 - I found many ways to avoid my piano lessons

2018 Body Gratitude Month 9 Day 30 - I found many ways to avoid my piano lessons as a child. I had “piano fingers”, I was told, but I didn’t enjoy playing.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 8 - I am (mostly) deeply comfortable with failure.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 8 - I am (mostly) deeply comfortable with failure. And whatever discomfort that remains, I am working hard to overcome it.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 10 - Delight tingled through my whole self as affection

2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 10 - Delight tingled through my whole self as affection was lavished on the part of me I used to be most ashamed of.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 17 - I love my independence and I love that I come

2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 17 - I love my independence and I love that I come home to my lil family every single night.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 18 - "There is nothing stronger than a broken

2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 18 - "There is nothing stronger than a broken woman who has rebuilt herself." -Hannah Gadsby

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 24 - The biological capacity to heal is extraordinary.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 24 - The biological capacity to heal is extraordinary.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 25 - Because of my above-avg vaginal discharge,

2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 25 - Because of my above-avg vaginal discharge, I wear a pad nearly every day.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 31 - The first time I dressed as a bee (in 2015),

2018 Body Gratitude Month 10 Day 31 - The first time I dressed as a bee (in 2015), I was new to loving my body and was excited to feel cute in a Halloween costume, for the first time ever.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 1 - It was a challenge to share my story unrehearsed.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 1 - It was a challenge to share my story unrehearsed. Challenge accepted!

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 2 - My body feels most relaxed when it feels the

2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 2 - My body feels most relaxed when it feels the weight and warmth of my closest ones pressing it down.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 4 - It is a real treat to make someone who has trauma

2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 4 - It is a real treat to make someone who has trauma feel deeply safe.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 9 - I don't usually spend my Friday relaxing at

2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 9 - I don't usually spend my Friday relaxing at the beach, but it was exactly what I needed after my recent exhaustion.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 21 - I’m much less comfortable when my ankles

2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 21 - I’m much less comfortable when my ankles are cold.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 23 - Wearing lipstick, I felt nervous to put my

2018 Body Gratitude Month 11 Day 23 - Wearing lipstick, I felt nervous to put my lips on anything for fear of leaving red streaks. It wasn’t long before I wiped it off, back to my natural lips.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 3 - I help others connect to community, even if

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 3 - I help others connect to community, even if I look silly in the process.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 5 - I’m not afraid to be seen with food in my

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 5 - I’m not afraid to be seen with food in my teeth.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 9 - I stopped taking the medicine that was helping

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 9 - I stopped taking the medicine that was helping my digestive issues, so I was speed-walking to the bathroom a few times during a weekend of professional networking. I really need to be on the Doodie Calls podcast!

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 13 - Photographers know not to photograph people

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 13 - Photographers know not to photograph people eating. But, maybe we could get comfy with those photos too, in the spirit of realism?

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 15 - Even after all this practice being authentic,

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 15 - Even after all this practice being authentic, there are still circumstances where I’m nervous to visually admit that my chin grows hair. Mostly, I don’t let nerves get in the way of fulfilling my mission.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 19 - My tooth hurt for several weeks before I could

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 19 - My tooth hurt for several weeks before I could get my cavity filled.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 22 - I packed plenty of chocolate for my road trip.

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 22 - I packed plenty of chocolate for my road trip. Yummy in my tummy!

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 25 - I didn’t admit I was going to the farther-away

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 25 - I didn’t admit I was going to the farther-away bathroom for privacy. Although I’m trying to learn to not be embarrassed about my bodily needs, I also know others prefer some topics be omitted.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 27 - I am grateful I remembered I need alone time

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 27 - I am grateful I remembered I need alone time to recharge.

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2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 28 - We can wiggle out of the expectations set on

2018 Body Gratitude Month 12 Day 28 - We can wiggle out of the expectations set on us. “The bird...said: ‘I don’t belong in here.’ And flew out. And the next morning, I woke up [from the dream] and I said: “I’m coming out.” —Ellen DeGeneres

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You’ve heard this a billion times now, but I cannot wait to show you my full face.

You’ve heard this a billion times now, but I cannot wait to show you my full face. #March2020

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I couldn’t sleep but my kitty can so I’m hand-cuddling him while he gets some

I couldn’t sleep but my kitty can so I’m hand-cuddling him while he gets some ZZZs. Soon I’ll try to sleep again too.

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Fun in the sun. Whoops!

Fun in the sun. Whoops!

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