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This brought me a lot of internal peace

This brought me a lot of internal peace

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Here's a drawing I did tonight. Trigger warning.

Here's a drawing I did tonight. Trigger warning.

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I'm not sure how well this belongs but I really wanted to share it somewhere. Self

I'm not sure how well this belongs but I really wanted to share it somewhere. Self portrait, I guess. [BLOOD] [NUDITY]

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Self Portrait from a few months back - "This Ain't Pretty"

Self Portrait from a few months back - "This Ain't Pretty"

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ED acting up

ED acting up

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based on someone else's photograph. first painting i've done in a long time. i'm

based on someone else's photograph. first painting i've done in a long time. i'm actually proud of it, though I don't think it's done.

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Poem in Sharpie & small album ~ (5 images)

Poem in Sharpie & small album ~ (5 images)

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Drew this yesterday instead of cutting. As soon as I can get some white acrylic,

Drew this yesterday instead of cutting. As soon as I can get some white acrylic, it's going to be a small painting. Um, nsfw/nsfl, sry.

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I've had a very difficult week... (mild)[GORE] and [NUDITY] NSFW

I've had a very difficult week... (mild)[GORE] and [NUDITY] NSFW

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bench body transferred onto canvas

bench body transferred onto canvas

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The other day I decided to organize myself-weapons. Maybe the art here is arguable

The other day I decided to organize myself-weapons. Maybe the art here is arguable though. (NSFW, SH, TRIGGER)

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Summer's coming ~ [Nudity]

Summer's coming ~ [Nudity]

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I'm here, wide awake again

I'm here, wide awake again

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I wish

I wish

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Lol. [Trigger warning]

Lol. [Trigger warning]

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In those catatonic moments, when you want me to respond but I can't seem to speak...

In those catatonic moments, when you want me to respond but I can't seem to speak...

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Painting is the new cutting. [TW: self-harm, visual puns. NSFW]

Painting is the new cutting. [TW: self-harm, visual puns. NSFW]

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drew this to stop from cutting (I am aware the S's are backwards) [visible scars]

drew this to stop from cutting (I am aware the S's are backwards) [visible scars]

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I'm free from SH. This is how I deal with urges now. (TW SCARS)

I'm free from SH. This is how I deal with urges now. (TW SCARS)

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I haven't been able to gain a pound in 12 years, sometimes it really depresses me

I haven't been able to gain a pound in 12 years, sometimes it really depresses me so I drew this; didn't make me feel any better though.

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Distraction.

Distraction.

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Haven't posted here in a while

Haven't posted here in a while

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The great dissapearing act [nudity] NSFW

The great dissapearing act [nudity] NSFW

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Neon pink [Nudity]

Neon pink [Nudity]

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Had a really down day yesterday. I picked up my pencil and I just zoned out for a

Had a really down day yesterday. I picked up my pencil and I just zoned out for a bit. (slightly nsfw cause human figure)

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This sadness is sickening

This sadness is sickening

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I was inspired by this new found feeling of being without the armor and loving what

I was inspired by this new found feeling of being without the armor and loving what I have.

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Hanging on to innocence

Hanging on to innocence

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Work that's either emotionally charged or done in hospital [NSFW] (Warning: nudity,

Work that's either emotionally charged or done in hospital [NSFW] (Warning: nudity, violence, sensitive content, self harm)

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extreme drawings for insignificant feelings

extreme drawings for insignificant feelings

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[TW] Triggered, decided to draw/write what was on my mind.

[TW] Triggered, decided to draw/write what was on my mind.

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How depression feels to me (with sharpie and crayons)

How depression feels to me (with sharpie and crayons)

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Nsfw (ish). After going through a rough time with SH, I drew this.

Nsfw (ish). After going through a rough time with SH, I drew this.

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1-888-KILL YOURSELF [nsfw]

1-888-KILL YOURSELF [nsfw]

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Not really good at drawing, just needed a distraction in class this morning

Not really good at drawing, just needed a distraction in class this morning

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I just wanna relax and enjoy the sunset.

I just wanna relax and enjoy the sunset.

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[NSFW] [TW] How i feel every day.

[NSFW] [TW] How i feel every day.

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Painting on yourself is very calming

Painting on yourself is very calming

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Painting on yourself is very calming (warning for healed self harm scars)

Painting on yourself is very calming (warning for healed self harm scars)

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Nsfw depiction of a few recent freakouts

Nsfw depiction of a few recent freakouts

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I drew this two years ago... but it is still remains relevant.

I drew this two years ago... but it is still remains relevant.

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I wanted to draw something about self-harm in colour. Her eyes look a bit weird I

I wanted to draw something about self-harm in colour. Her eyes look a bit weird I know and I'm not satisfied with how her expression turned out but it took so much time and I wanted to share it somewhere... Comments & Critique are welcome...!

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(TW, sh) "Clean", acrylic paint and canvas thread on canvas

(TW, sh) "Clean", acrylic paint and canvas thread on canvas

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A malevolent demon that I've seen almost every day for the past three years. I think

A malevolent demon that I've seen almost every day for the past three years. I think it wants me dead.

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Art about being assaulted by my ex. Nsfw STRONG trigger warning.

Art about being assaulted by my ex. Nsfw STRONG trigger warning.

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Some random doodling led to this. [TW- Self Harm]

Some random doodling led to this. [TW- Self Harm]

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I don't usually do a lot of art, let alone share it, but I wanted to share this one

I don't usually do a lot of art, let alone share it, but I wanted to share this one on FtM gender dysphoria and how it can sometimes feel. (NSFW)

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feeling a sad today, this helped a bit.

feeling a sad today, this helped a bit.

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Can't draw hands worth a damn but I'm proud of this one

Can't draw hands worth a damn but I'm proud of this one

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Melatonin (NSFW for blood)

Melatonin (NSFW for blood)

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Maybe one day I'll escape

Maybe one day I'll escape

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figured it'd be better to try drawing than to relapse again

figured it'd be better to try drawing than to relapse again

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Woke up from nightmares and I just can’t fucking do this anymore

Woke up from nightmares and I just can’t fucking do this anymore

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Two parter done to express how my mind felt. The first is the explosion, the second

Two parter done to express how my mind felt. The first is the explosion, the second is the wreckage. Drew this to express my suicidal urges safely.

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back to my old school breakdown doodles ahahaha

back to my old school breakdown doodles ahahaha

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I think I just felt disphorya for the first time. It's hard to explain in words...

I think I just felt disphorya for the first time. It's hard to explain in words...

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Chronic Pain, 3 Surgeries Since December, I feel like a Primordial Ooze more than

Chronic Pain, 3 Surgeries Since December, I feel like a Primordial Ooze more than Human (NSFW)

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Woman

Woman

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“Stop” He didn’t. They Didn’t. So many didn’t. (NSFW)

“Stop” He didn’t. They Didn’t. So many didn’t. (NSFW)

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a whole page of 'em, transcribed in the image descriptions (TW: gore, self harm,

a whole page of 'em, transcribed in the image descriptions (TW: gore, self harm, suicidal thoughts, gender dysphoria, intrusive thoughts)

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